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UnBecoming Part 4.3- The Last Morning (May 19, 2026)

"How are you?"

When someone is secretly struggling, barely holding it together, smiling for the world, wearing the mask, playing the role, fighting for their Light, dropping those three words with actual presence, can decimate their entire structure. And on that final morning of the retreat, those were the words that broke the silence. They didn't come from a person, but from the empty room, from the full silence, appearing as a person, your teacher. Appearing as a polished mirror. You looked up to answer, but saw. You burst into tears. You sobbed. Finally.

That morning, as you and the other meditators gathered, among whom were your partner and your favorite cousin, you didn't choose your usual spot on the floor. You were disgusted. You were angry, humiliated. Your eyes were swollen from crying the night before. You were ready to go. So instead of your perfect lotus posture, sitting deep into the room right in front of the teacher, like the good student, you sat near the door, in a chair. You defiantly, and passive-aggressively, meditated in a chair. CONTINUE >>>

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UnBecoming Part 4.1 - The Blue Book (May 18, 2026)

Every major change in your life has been preceded by, and in hindsight, likely predicted by the arrival of a certain blue book. You used to think you were the one finding the book, buying the book, reading the book, remembering to take the Name again, giving the book away again, forgetting the Name again, life falling apart again, finding the book, buying the book... you finally saw the pattern. It only took three cycles. Two incarnations, two different versions of yourself to catch on to the game.  CONTINUE >>>

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UnBecoming Part 4 - California Love (May 17, 2026)

Your only trips to California had been to L.A. To the Hills. To Grammy parties. Red carpets. Album releases. VIP sections. Celebrity culture. You've squeezed so many incarnations into this one. So many stories. Many of which have dissolved entirely. The only thing you can recall consistently now is the Name of God. When you bump into pictures of those previous iterations of yourself, it's very dreamlike. The past is very dreamlike. CONTINUE >>>

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UnBecoming Part 3.3 - The Hand You Squeeze Back (May 16, 2026)

"I'm okay", he whispers, groggily attempting to sit up on the floor. Kneeling next to him, your hand on his arm, you survey the dimly lit room like a detective. His record player and a stack of albums, the music that had propped up your lives all these years, broke the fall and prevented him from hitting his head. You tell him not to move, as he stubbornly insists on rising anyway.

With slow, steadying steps, he makes his way to the living room to await the emergency workers, with you following close behind, arms hovering outward, as if you could actually catch him if he fell again.  >>> CONTINUE

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UnBecoming Part 3.2 - 911: The Sound Before the Fall (May 15, 2026)

God. God. God. You begin to hear the Name of God inside, even as your mom's cry joins your own, it's as if God is calling you, crying out to you from the depths of you, calming you, stilling you, and yet carrying you out of your childhood bedroom, out of that boat, and onto the water of the hallway. It felt a mile long. His legs looked lifeless and still; the moment stood still. Was this that moment? CONTINUE...

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UnBecoming Part 3 - The Hallway. (May 14, 2026)

You look over at the light streaming in through your bedroom window. It's not the soft light of the moon; it's artificial light. Street lights. You're not home, you're back home. In the same twin bed you slept in during high school, watching the same trees dance in the wind, the same shadows play on the same hardwood floors you played on, talked on the phone in circles on, those floors have witnessed you.

And now you kneel on them. You pray on them, whispering down toward them, you walk in tight circles on them, not on a call, but as a form of meditation, feeling God's Love in every step. Calling His Name with every step. Asking to be shown, to be provided the next step- whether to divorce or not. Whether to move or not? To the beach, perhaps.

You're conflicted. But the floor is not. The room is not. It's bare. It's clean. It's small, but tidy. You can hear yourself think here, even as you are trying to get out to that place beyond thoughts, where the real answers come from. The Peace you feel as you listen past your thoughts and look over their shoulders, brings about sleep.

Just as you drift, you are startled awake. Was that a crash? Did something fall? Did someone fall? You listen… for the children. For your parents. Acute. Aware. It was nothing. You soften back into the mattress, resting on your back, not yet asleep again,

CRASH.

Definitely something that time. Definitely someone. Your heart rate rises faster than you can. You jump up, grabbing your phone with shaky hands, instinctively yelling, 'DAD!' the one you worry about the most. The one you've called on the most. The one who understands. Before you can even enter the hall, you see his feet sticking out of his door. God.  >>>> UNBECOMING.

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UnBecoming Part 2.3 - No Brakes. (May 13, 2026)

In a haze of "what if" thoughts, you make your way across the parking lot to your car. A safe haven. You lock the door, depress the brake, and push the start button just to get the air flowing. You notice that despite the fearful thoughts, the Name is still flowing inside, like two competing radio stations. Your attention is torn, a war between the flesh and the spirit.

You try to give your attention to the Name, to the Love, to His Presence, but you watch yourself reach for your phone. You are aware that this is not what you want to be doing, yet you watch as your fingers swipe to Safari, then to Google, and begin typing words related to the doctor’s visit and potential findings. CONTINUE...

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That's the face of permanent Grace.

UnBecoming Part 2.2 - The Automatic Practice (May 12, 2026)

They don't respond. You adjust your posture, looking awkwardly down at your feet. You begin to feel the Light emanating from them. You close your eyes. You feel the Feeling. The practice is working. You hadn't consciously turned to it; but God started it. You could hear His Name starting inside, going round and round like a prayer wheel. It was in your voice, yes, but It was going without your effort, automatically, spinning off the cacophony of other thoughts that were trying to invade your inner space. CONTINUE...

UnBecoming Part 2 - The Waiting Room (May 11, 2026)

You definitely don't feel like an adult. Not like your parents did, or like their parents looked. And yet, you definitely have forgotten how to play. You can't remember the last time you relaxed. Not even on vacation. You've been in a sleep deficit for at least 10 years, and you feel as if you can only feign responsibility, trying to keep up with the world, which only seems to be speeding up. It's always trash day. The bills are always due. It's always tax season. It's always Christmas again. Your birthday, again. Monday, again. Annual visit, again? You skipped it last year. CONTINUE...

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UnBecoming Part 1.3 - The Wake Up (5/10/2026)

UnBecoming 1.2 (The Release) - "You open the text app. But your gaze is soft, not focused. You take it all in at once, seeing some very familiar names you were told not to worry about again... some from 15 years ago. Some new." CONTINUED HERE. 

Your heart is racing... you're about to check their phone like you've done before, countless times, having found something every time. And yet, you've stayed, every time. For years. Nearly two decades. Out of loyalty. Out of the morals that were instilled in you by others. Out of face-saving. Out of not wanting to become a statistic. But out of love, too. You love them, deeply, even through the ice-outs, the crash-outs, the deep sadness... there've been good times. You hesitate. Not wanting to feel that familiar hurt again, but already experiencing it. Your stomach hurts. You can hear your heart beat in your ears, it feels like it may burst out of your chest. As your thumb hovers over that app, you hesitate. You're holding their phone, but you realize the only thing you're actually holding is your own fear. (UnBecoming- Part 1: The Phone)

Let's look at Today's Cure. We'll sit with the rest of your story, tomorrow. 

What experience will you provide yourself with today?

What emotional state?

Will you focus on the clouds or on the Son?

Can you still hear My Voice

even when I’m not using this mouth?

Even when you’re not listening to a recording?

Can you still feel the relief?

The answer?

Can you still be the Cure

while praying for one?

THIS IS HOW. 

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4:30am spiritual practice, done. Kid drop off, done. Fatigue, on lol. I told myself I'd nap before coming here to be with you, but the legs walked to the studio. They walked to the door behind the microphone, and the left hand rose to pull back the black curtain. The ocean was seen. The rising sun was seen. The spark of inspiration came. Love wrote this one first. Then, this body spoke it. This body will enjoy an espresso now, and probably still nap lol. I love you!

Remember that game, Pin the Tail on the Donkey? Where you’d be blindfolded and spun until you were dizzy and disoriented, and expected not to miss? Expected to hit the mark? In the dark. In the noise. In the confusion.

You’re blindfolded right now. You’ve been spinning for decades. But you just heard this message. This Voice. This Sound. STAND STILL. You’re steadying yourself. Reclaiming your balance. Reclaiming your center of gravity. You are removing the blindfold now. The Sun was already out. The Son had never left. It was Me that stilled the motion. It was Me that removed the mask. It is I who Am sitting in your seat, standing in your shoes, calming that mind, and stilling the stormy seas of your life.

Peace. Be. Still.

All three words point to the same One. THIS IS HOW YOU WON.

Expect ME. Expect Miracles. Expect sweeping changes. Your GoOD. This is how you know.

"The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still." - Exodus 14:14

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You're no longer the one that is in need. You're no longer the one that is in fear. If that comes again today, it is an echo. It is a rerun. It is old noise, static. All you have to do is tune back into this. From personal experience, THIS WORKS.

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THIS IS HOW YOU OVERCAME. Read my personal experience with this pointing, and how to apply it to 'your' life. I love you!

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Listen to this before or while you pay any bills today. Listen to this whenever any resistance comes up to anything. Keep practicing this 1-second shifter. Report back!

p.s. They're not your feet, and the vibration isn't only 'there'. But until you KNOW otherwise, rock with it. 

A Question from the Forum: "Hi! I’m not quite sure I understand (that quote). One thing I really grapple with as a Christian is suffering and continuing to believe God, yet at the same time, trying to deal with and have faith until things change. I can’t reconcile this concept. Sickness, struggling relationships and marriages, children, job loss, bills, etc - how do we deal? I read the Scriptures and still feel immense pain. I was thinking of making a post on this topic. The only thing I can think of is that this human life is suffering, and we must learn how to suffer - but if that’s the case, what’s the point of faith?"

Here's the response.

The ERA OF THE NAME HAS BEGUN. Click to get started!

"The name of the Lord is a strong tower;

The righteous run to it and are safe."- Proverbs 18:10

You think you are the one reading this. You think the one reading this is the same one who had the problem. YOU HAVE NO PROBLEM. You have no 'you'.

THIS is how you moved that mountain.

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The key to your success is what you've been holding in. And this is not mystical. It's very physical. Very material. And it produces very material results, naturally. Here's the adjustment. It takes less than a second.

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"They forgot the Lord their God, who had rescued them from all their enemies surrounding them." - Judges 8:34

Here's how to feel God in your belly.

"And it shall come to pass, if thou shalt hearken diligently unto the voice of the Lord thy God... that the Lord thy God will set thee on high above all nations of the earth." - Deuteronomy 28:1

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