Notes from the Edge

What happens when performance follows us into the most intimate parts of our lives?

In this powerful conversation, Lisa Lacy sits down with relationship and embodiment coach Tracy Allyn to explore performative sex, disconnection from the body, and the hidden ways survival strategies shape our relationships, leadership, creativity, and sense of self.

Together, they discuss the difference between performance and genuine connection, why so many high-achieving people become disconnected from desire and pleasure, the role of orgasm and sensual energy in overall well-being, and how reclaiming embodiment can unlock greater creativity, confidence, authenticity, and personal power.

From the bedroom to the boardroom, this conversation challenges the idea that success requires performance and invites listeners to consider what becomes possible when we stop performing and start living.

Notes From the Edge
Things we should be talking about, but don’t.
The conversations we’ve been having all along.

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How to Work with Tracy:

Tracy Allyn: Unabashedly Embodied

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Notes from the Edge with Lisa Lacy

Human conversations about trauma, identity, recovery, reinvention, relationships, leadership, and the lives we build after survival. 

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Why is saying no so hard?

For many women, it isn’t a communication problem. It’s a survival strategy.

In this episode of Notes From the Edge, Lisa explores the psychology of people pleasing, the conditioning that teaches women to prioritize everyone else’s comfort over their own, and the hidden costs of a life built around approval, usefulness, and performance.

Together, we’ll unpack why boundaries can feel unsafe, why guilt is often mistaken for danger, and how the survival roles many of us adopted as children continue to shape our relationships, careers, and identities as adults.

Through 15 practical steps, Lisa offers a compassionate framework for understanding people pleasing, reclaiming your voice, and learning how to say no without abandoning yourself.

If you’ve ever found yourself exhausted, overwhelmed, resentful, overcommitted, or wondering why everyone else’s needs seem to come before your own, this conversation is for you.

Because the question isn’t simply:

“How do I say no?”

The question is:

“What did I learn would happen if I did?”

In this episode:
• Why people pleasing is often about safety, not weakness
• The difference between guilt and danger
• How survival roles shape our boundaries
• Why being needed is not the same as being loved
• The hidden control beneath people pleasing
• 15 steps to begin reclaiming your voice and your time

“Most people pleasers don’t struggle to say no. They struggle to believe they’ll still be loved after they do.”

Welcome to the Edge.

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Notes from the Edge with Lisa Lacy

Human conversations about trauma, identity, recovery, reinvention, relationships, leadership, and the lives we build after survival. 

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She has the career.

The responsibilities.

The accomplishments.

The smile.

Everyone thinks she’s doing fine.

But what if competence has become camouflage?

In this episode of Notes From the Edge, Lisa explores the hidden world of high-functioning survival, the adaptations, identities, and performances that help people survive difficult circumstances while quietly disconnecting them from themselves.

Drawing from her own experience as a healthcare executive, trauma survivor, and woman who spent decades performing strength while struggling privately, Lisa examines why so many high achievers appear successful on the outside while feeling exhausted, overwhelmed, or invisible on the inside.

If you’ve ever been called resilient, strong, capable, or “the one who always has it together,” this conversation is for you.

Because functioning is not the same thing as thriving.

And sometimes the people everyone worries about least are carrying the most.

Core Question:
What did you perform in order to survive?

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Notes from the Edge with Lisa Lacy

Human conversations about trauma, identity, recovery, reinvention, relationships, leadership, and the lives we build after survival. 

Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

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Were you taught to be kind… or taught to disappear?

In this episode of Notes From the Edge, Lisa explores Good Girl Conditioning through the lens of survival, adaptation, and identity. What happens when being agreeable, helpful, accommodating, and responsible stops being a choice and becomes a performance?

From people-pleasing and perfectionism to high-functioning survival, this episode examines the hidden cost of earning approval and the question many women eventually face:

Who am I if I stop being who everyone expects me to be?

If you’ve ever struggled with boundaries, overachievement, self-erasure, or the pressure to hold everything together, this conversation is for you.

Reflection Question:
What did being a good girl cost you?

Notes From the Edge is hosted by Lisa Lacy, writer, trauma educator, executive advisor, author of the upcoming memoir Notes From a Certified Madwoman, and its field guide companion The Psychology of Performing™.

What did you perform in order to survive?

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Notes from the Edge with Lisa Lacy

Human conversations about trauma, identity, recovery, reinvention, relationships, leadership, and the lives we build after survival. 

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What happens when a diagnosis, label, role, or identity becomes the lens through which you see your entire life?

In this episode, Lisa explores the hidden cost of attaching ourselves to labels and why many of the things we call personality may have begun as survival adaptations.

The question isn’t whether a label is accurate.

The question is whether it still serves you.

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Notes from the Edge with Lisa Lacy

Human conversations about trauma, identity, recovery, reinvention, relationships, leadership, and the lives we build after survival. 

Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

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Welcome to the first episode of Notes From the Edge.

I’m Lisa Lacy, writer, trauma educator, executive advisor, author of the upcoming memoir Notes From a Certified Madwoman, and its field guide companion, The Psychology of Performing™.

In this opening episode, I share why this podcast exists, the question that changed my life, and the conversations we’ll be having here. Together, we’ll explore high-functioning survival, identity, trauma, addiction, recovery, leadership, relationships, mental health, reinvention, and the roles people perform in order to survive.

Because sometimes what looks like personality is adaptation.

Sometimes what gets labeled as dysfunction is survival.

And sometimes the life that saved you becomes the life that confines you.

The question at the center of it all:

What did you perform in order to survive?

Human conversations about the things people don’t talk about… but need to.

Welcome to the Edge.

www.lisalacy.com

Notes from the Edge with Lisa Lacy

Human conversations about trauma, identity, recovery, reinvention, relationships, leadership, and the lives we build after survival. 

Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.